I am looking for ideas, books, quotes, poems, art, whatever, that will help give me the courage to make a very scary decision that mainly requires finally accepting that There Is No Right Answer, I Will Never Feel Ready, I Can't Control The Outcome and just generally making myself terrifyingly vulnerable to the whims of the universe. An example of a good one was the book 4,000 Weeks by Oliver Burkeman, but googling "what to read after 4,000 weeks" isn't getting me anywhere! Help?!