Crashing out and watching like 40 hours of tennis a week

Forget flight, fright, and freeze. Opt into the panic response of watching tennis. I have been a Tennis Channel subscriber for 15 years, so I have honed this response BEAUTIFULLY. Sometimes, it can be successfully replaced by playing tennis, but I got turf toe in July. So I've been sidelined. And moving! And not coping well with some other neutral changes! I'm feeling better both mentally and physically, but that development aligns with my need to watch every 1000 tournament and Slam in its...