Deleting everything you've ever written online at 4am because it's suddenly cringe

my "creative practice" involves writing a bunch of shit that sounds really profound to me at the time and then deleting it all a year later after realising it sounds like hot garbage and then discovering a new writing platform and yeah basically just repeating that process until i die, hbu?

But seriously pls TELL ME WHY does my corny ass writing from seven years ago sound soooo cringe like i want to spew why do you people keep letting me say things on the internet???? WHY???????