feeling your feelings instead of blaming others for your troubles
makes me less self critical and nicer to my friends and family
Deciding everything is for your highest good even the shitty stuff
and so it is
Not drinking water all day then wondering why I’m so dehydrated
and drinking it all before bed and having to pee all night
Being in a constant cycle of making a mess and cleaning it up
Wondering if part of me loves that clean feeling so much that I continue to perpetuate the cycle
